I Must Question The Unquestionable God

Either this year or the next my question must be asked. At some point I will ask the unquestionable God a question, every rule has an exception and if this one doesn’t I will be the exception.

I asked Mother if she has any question to ask God, she said who dares, who dare questions the Lord she said. The shock in her eyes when I told mother I dare. Dramatic on my part I know.
I will question him, I must, something must happen, how can I spend 20 years on earth without asking him the question that someone already asked him?
I am not planning to ask him why some of the people I love die, I am not planning on asking him why I have suffered, I will not ask him why all my hard work has not yielded something, I will not ask him why all my consistency yielded nothing.
The truth is that I am not qualified to ask God the question I want to ask him, but I will be qualified, one way or the other, sooner rather than later, I will have the right to ask God that question.
Whatever needs to happen must happen, the situation that makes one ask such a question must befall me.
I will ask him the question which the man after his heart asked him, I must ask him, the very same question David asked him.
I must ask God, who am I O Lord GOD? and what is my house, that thou hast brought me hitherto?
I am not yet qualified to ask that question but sooner rather than later, my God will bless me beyond my imagination and I will be able to question the unquestionable God.